And it was perfect until the telephone started...

It was perfect.
Two of my favorite people, that I hadn't hung out with in forever.

it made me happy.

And confused also. But it was a good confused, an " I still want this, I think "
kind of confused.

Anyways, so there I lay, snuggling with two people at the same time ( somehow, I dunno, I'm magic I guess )
Yes I know, I'm a whore for love. : ]

It was great. And then the phone vibrated.
I just wish that the person who sent the text would just dissapear.

I hate being confused.

I think that they were too.
Not both of them, just a specific one.
And mixed signals suck ass, you know that?

My heart is beating at a wierd rate right now, not regularly.
And i feel lost again.
So i had to take an extemely hot shower and just sat in the bottom letting the water beat down on me.
But I just could not shake the thoughts I'm having.
I don't want to.



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this sucks.
but i wouldn't give it up
for anything.